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Eighth Sunday after Pentecost Matt. 14:13-21 3 August 2014
Jesus had just been driven from his hometown life and synagogue worship by kill-joy Taliban-like puritan Pharisees. He was grieving the death of his stalwart supporter, John Baptist, brutally murdered by envenomed Herod. Heart-broken, mentally, physically drained, Jesus needed a quiet space away from the public gaze and craze to ponder his own endangered future. But, the thoughtless “gimme, gimme” crowd decided he was playing hide-and-seek, as, in demanding droves, they descended on him, clamouring for benefit from his proven exceptional powers. The disciples sought to throw a protective cordon around their rabbi: “Spare yerself and us, Jeez. Send these annoying hypochondriacal pests away. They ask everything and give nothing.”
No way, Jose. Generous Jesus drew deeply on reserves of compassion, care, concern, he had been amassing since first he realized he could be the long-promised Messiah. He gave himself completely to the sick-poor, ministering, uplifting, reassuring, until it was evening. By now, guts were growling with hunger in the bellies of the unfed, and dog-tired whippersnappers whined weary with want. There was no handy 7:11. So, Jesus simply said “You give them something to eat.” He knew it was no use handing a religious tract to a person who was battling for bread, and he knew there is always more than enough human resources to hand to match any need.
In John’s account, disciple Phillip desponded “Six months’ wages wouldn’t feed this lot.” A more reliable Andrew ferretted out a young lad with his picnic satchel of five barley loaves and two dried fish. Jesus borrowed the lad’s ludicrously small lunch to show that aid should come from us, at which the disciples questioned “What’s he up to, with so little among so many?”
Only the lad’s brow was innocently unclouded. He seemed to know that the God-made human, who could count the numberless stars he had made, at 588 quadrillion in the Milky Way alone, that God-man could easily feed a hungry crowd with almost nothing. At Ascension, are we the doleful disciple, or, are we the smiling lad, who, with a germ of hope, trusted Jesus to do wonders. Do we look at our typical Anglican parish in decline, fling up our hands at our pathetically insignificant resources and fewness of incoming youngsters, and cry, “Five meagre loaves and two fish, what are they among so many future needy? Why do we bother? The last one out blow out the sanctuary lamp! The situation is hopeless.” At the last Wednesday discussion group, I quoted the Rev’d Thomas Arnold of Rugby School, who died in 1842. He desponded “I could sit and pine and die. The Church of England as it now stands, no human power can save.” That was 170 years ago. And here you are! There’s a dance in the old dame, yet.
Jesus took the wholly inadequate offering of the one lad’s lunch, as shortly, in our Eucharist, we will take up our offering, our Sunday offering of time, talents, efforts, expense, and, to any short-fall, he will make abundance. Then he will send us out in the power of his spirit to live and work to his praise and glory. The little we have, if freely, unreservedly given, in his hands, will always be more than enough. We sing TIS 599: Take my lips and let them be filled with messages from thee, take my intellect and use every power as thou shalt choose. Take my will and make it thine, it shall be no longer mine, take myself and I will be, ever, only, all for thee.”
How came the marvel of multiplication munificence? It may have been as the Gospel tells and Jesus just gave out the foods. Or, it may have been the miracle of changing selfish folk with paws closed tight into enlarged, open-hearted and open-handed sharers. In truth, everyone had come with their own picnic basket, but were not prepared to open and share them. As Jesus looked up to heaven, and blessed and broke the stale loaves as he will do again at the Last Supper, a Heston Blumenthal type mouthed “Yuk! Hold on Jeez. Dried rolls alone are not kosher, Darl. I’ve got some anchovies and olives and mascapone custard.” Someone else chimed in “I have some tiramisu dip and scallopine mango chutney,” while a third averred “I’ve seen Margaret Fulton do wonders with these prawn skewers and Singapore noodles with sun-dried tomato gnocchi. Get some of this inta ya.” And the miracle of sharing happened.
Please continue to open your individual picnic basket of talents, qualities, gifts. Please continue to share your energies and unique empathy as happened in the parish last night (the mid-year Christmas dinner). You may think your offering trivial. Let Jesus surprise you with new miracles of multiplication with what you freely give.
Jewish Jesus knew from learned Scriptural prophecy that the Messiah would suffer a horrible, unjust death. But understanding of a sure and certain resurrection to life renewed, was a shadowy, undeveloped hope in Pharisee thought. King Saul had used the Witch of Endor to summon up the shades of dead Samuel, but no one had ever come back. As Jesus faced his enforced leave-taking from his still weak, lack-lustre team, at his Last supper, he felt he had to leave a ritual, by which they would remember him, by which they would re-tell his words, stories and the miracle ways in which God had worked through him. Just as Jesus had taken up the lad’s loaves, so he took up the fragments of Passover matzos and the cup of wine dregs, all that was left of the meal, gave thanks and said “I want you to eat and drink this and be thankful. I am truly with you whenever you repeat this rite.” Then he washed their feet, and added, “I want you to eat and drink my bread/body and my wine/blood to empower you to do this, this act of kindly, loving service.”
Here we are. We come Sunday by Sunday to bring what we may misguidedly believe are mere fragments of ministry, of failures, (some better than others), of joys we have caused, (of laptops we have wonderfully given!) and Christmas Dinners we have prepared and shared. We come to offer them as the best we have to offer and to ask by our holy communion with him, by our holy connectedness to him, by our holy nourishment from him, that, in the coming week, we will be empowered to become the nearest thing to Jesus we can be, a conduit through which his help and healing may reach out to all we meet; that, in the coming week, although perhaps, jaded and unwell, we will never feel like saying “send the crowds away so they may go to Knox or The Glen or St Vinnies, or..to buy food and receive solace for themselves.” We will instead hear and heed Jesus’ words “They need not go away, you give them something of what you have become, me-in-you, and then we will know “all ate and were filled.” Go to it with God; you cannot do better than that. Amen.
PETER AND PAUL John 21: 15-22 29 June 2014
Sometimes in life, perhaps after an emotion-tearing sadness, we cry in gut-wrenching pain “I can’t take anymore.” The disciples were here, reduced to so wimpish a weak state, by betrayal, denial, forsaking Jesus, by not standing up to protest when Pilate put that dastardly vote “Whom do you want? Jesus or the terrorist?” The wusses would not own how their weakness had partly caused Jesus’ death.
Confused, even wild at the waste of three good years with failed, dead Jesus, they looked back to the good old days, before life became so complicated by the crucifixion trauma and resurrection turmoil, and decided to go fishing on Easter Day. Jesus, the fake, would not bother them again. Never. Not one of the disciples believed they now had a mission to carry on failed Jesus’ work.
Suddenly, Jesus came to them. There he was, the betrayed one facing his for-sakers. Impulsively, impetuously, Peter leaped from the boat and waded ashore to him, to a wet breakfast. (Here begins the gospel account today).
Part of the disciple band was relieved that he seemed to be still in good shape, and willing to talk to them. But, another part whimpered like a beaten hound: “Oh, no. Not you again. We failed you before. Be reasonable. Leave us alone.” But Jesus is unreasonable. Rather than wait for the spineless jelly-livers to believe the witness of the women on Easter day, “He’s alive again,” Jesus made the first move to renew the broken relationship to change their failure into fruitfulness again.
In Gethsemane, Jesus’ being was so convulsed with the mental struggle to bend his human will to his mission, he sweated blood droplets at the thought of the horror in store. He sought comfort, consoling companionship to help confirm his resolve to go on. He asked them “Please watch with me, support me with the strength of your prayer.” Three times he asked them, but, shickered with Passover wine, Peter and the team fell into hog-like slumber. Then, in their half-sober state, in the chaotic, noisy, pressure-filled arrest, everything unravelled. Jesus was taken.
Later in the hostile setting of the high priest’s house, when Jesus, being pulped by soldiers, looked up for someone to help, to intervene, to stick up for him, Peter was instead terrified by a servant girl, and, snarling like a cornered animal, he lied three times he knew the victim.
So, on Easter Day, on the sea-shore, Jesus came to cancel the stain of Peter’s denials. Jesus probed Peter, no, no more is he Peter, the Rock. Rocks are forever. Rocks are indestructible. Peter, the Rock, has cracked open, has powdered into dust by denial.
Now, Jesus calls him “Simon, son of John, do you love me?” And Peter answers “You know that really I’m your friend.” No, not good enough, Simon. Yet, Jesus gives him a new assignment: “Feed the young vulnerable flock, those who need the milk of Gospel nourishment.”
Jesus tried again: “Do you love me more than these?” Perhaps Jesus swept his hand towards Peter’s disciple-friends, or towards his fishing boat. “You were so quick to fish once I was gone, you stinker, Simon. Are you now prepared to give up all of this for the work of helping to shape my more mature members. If you can, tend my sheep.”
Then came a third crushing call to reverse the three denials: “Simon, do you even care about me?” This grieved Peter. It broke him, and he whispered hoarsely, “You know all things. You know that I love you.” At this, Jesus called Peter back to the fight. “I re-commission you as shepherd-carer of my community. Now, Peter, restored, prove my trust in you.” And Jesus ended, where he had begun three years before: “Follow me, fully this time.”
Unreasonable Jesus makes similar unreasonable demands on us. We may have been starry-eyed about our level of commitment to ministry. Now, he says to us, everyone, “I really want you Peters, to tend and feed my Ascension lambs.” Or, change the example back to the sea: “I want you to be out-reaching fishers of folk 100%,” or, will we settle for being mere keepers of the parish aquarium, here, and not out there? Jesus says to us, “I want you to move from balcony spectator in the parish, move to participant in this my God-appointed group. I need you, because, face facts, I depend on you. I have no one else to turn to.” Jesus calls us, strengthens us every Sunday, with word and beautiful singing, and feeds us with the sacrament, that we may feed others. May the ever-unreasonable Jesus stir us up, excite us to any un-met need. Will we answer with Peter, “Yes, Lord, you know that I love you. Where to Lord, you and me, together?” and we will hear him say “Follow me.”
Homily for Harry Bates John 14: 1-6, 27 11 June 2014
At his last supper, facing certain death, Jesus gave his friends a vision of heavenly hope to bolster their faith. He said “Do not let your hearts be troubled. Believe in God. Believe also in me.” To Bev, Sarah, Paul, Karen and their families and to all of us, Jesus gives us a hope gently leading us and holding us, through the days that are to come, giving us a vision that there is something more, when there may be little song in our hearts.
In these recent years, Harry faced cancer. He saw it as a word, not as a sentence. This knowledge focused Harry’s vision, invited him to sniff out life’s priorities, first and foremost, his family and friends. He did not let his illness have power over him, for his spirit was greater than what may happen to it.
As once an out-of-doors plumber, Harry had seen clouds pass the sun, but the cloudy days of sickness were no match for his sunny disposition and industry, (like climbing a ladder to check gutters, not three weeks ago).
In the Gospel reading from John 14, Jesus gives us four images. First, he tells us that Heaven, where Harry is, consists of many dwelling places, many rooms, with never a ‘No Vacancy’ sign for anyone. There is room for everyone who leave this waiting-room world at an early stage of development, or, who, like Harry, was called to walk through the valley of the shadow of death in much riper, golden years.
In his long love romance with Bev, raising his loved ones and lovely ones, Harry saw much life. In the children’s early years and in the grandchildren’s growing-up, there were sometimes overcast moments: the lost playlunch, the torn school uniform, bedtime tantrums, chicken pox, and worse, getting sick in the spotless car; surely not in the HD with leather trim. In the many rooms of Paradise, the promise is, there will be an inexhaustible one-hundred-fold happiness, which nothing can mar, where nothing will be stereotyped or ordinary.
Secondly, Jesus tells us “I go to prepare a place for you,” a place where we shall all happily, exactly fit, a place where we shall enter in, in the capacity we may enjoy heaven, that is, in the capacity we have learned to love here below. When a person dies, some may ask “What did he leave behind?” When a person dies, the angels of God ask “What did he send ahead?” Harry’s true self, the personality he had honed, the person he grew to become with Bev and family, that person, in all his lovableness, will enter into his eternal reward.
Jesus told stories of people given talents, qualities and endowments down here, who were asked to trade with them. The reward for diligent service here, was to be given more service hereafter. Bev, don’t expect one day, to find Harry in a static heaven, lazing on fluffy clouds in a nightie, casually plinking a harp. Harry’s busy life may go on, somehow installing heavenly piping and fixtures as the plumber he was here below. There will surely be tasks and aspirations that Harry wished to do, but the onset of illness frustrated these hopes and dreams. His heaven may be a place of completion, of satisfaction, of a job well done, in the company of other busy, but, overall, much nicer people than we sometimes meet in this vale of tears. All the while, Harry will grow in blessedness, all the while, he will tend to even further perfection, to fill the room given him completely, all the while, being changed from glory into glory.
Thirdly, heaven is a place where our own folk are, and, Scripture tells us that recognition remains. As Harry died in Knox, we prayed “Come to his aid, saints of God. Come out to meet him, holy ones of heaven.” Among these will be Harry’s parents and siblings, departed this life before him, come out to walk him into the celestial city. We would be the most miserable of folk were we not comforted by this sure and certain hope of meeting in a better world, those we have lost in this. We believe that, with the morn, with the eternal dawn, Harry will see those angel-faces smile, which he has loved long since and lost awhile.
Harry has walked on through the Valley of the Shadow of Death with an even more certain hope. He had long believed in the certitude of the close presence of the Risen Christ, who triumphed over death by rising that first Easter. Harry had the belief that, where there was shadow, there must be light to cause it, and Jesus, the Light of the World, was nearby, to take him by the hand, to lead him safely home, calling gently, “out of your pain and distress, come now; enter into your reward, good and faithful servant.” Some folk die seeing a hopeless end. Thank God, Harry saw an endless hope.
Lastly, Jesus tells us we shall attain heaven by trusting him. When we cannot see the way forward through pain or tear-filled eyes, he assures us in the Gospel words “Do not let your hearts be troubled, and do not let them be afraid.” He doesn’t merely say “I will point you the way.” He gives us all an in-built global positioning system, a special instinct to follow his direction: “I am the way to follow. Come as you are. Take my hand, Harry. I will lead you surely, safely on.” Harry reached out in death’s darkness and found the hand of God, who led him towards the breaking of his eternal day.
God of compassion, wrap your healing love around Bev and family so they may bravely leave Harry in your care, and give them strength to face the lonely days that are to come. With these thoughts, let us comfort one another. Amen.
TRINITY Sunday 15 June 2014 John 2: 1-11
From Cana’s miracle, may I try to speak to two points. For those whose loved one has gone aloft, may I speak to friendship and to those married may I speak to that state, or as the old radio serial used begin “for those who are in love and for all those who can remember.”
In olden days, a bride’s ring was incised “in Christ and thee, my love shall be.” As marriage begins, we need to invite in the Christ of Cana, to walk with us and talk with us, to make the partnership grow better and become more mature, like good wine ageing in the oaken cask.
At first, the joyful wine is freely flowing as we feel our love was pre-planned in Paradise, and was meant to last for eternity. At first, our marriage or friendship may be like the six stone jars. We are brimful of happy expectation, joyful enthusiasm, and constant surprise at what may happen. Ours is a deep and mutually satisfying relationship that continues to develop into something wonderful through a life-long commitment. But commitments don’t keep us; we must keep them, constantly injecting into them new vitality and new enthusiasms, for as long as life is long. This takes a lot of work, for none of us is an angel at the outset. It means everyday, we make a conscious choice to love, and, if hard times come, the choice we once made, backed by present promises, will help us keep on changing the mere water of attraction into luscious, heady, new wine.
As we course along life’s way, we may become distracted from the one person, and other frenetic interests, perhaps a hectic social life, may distract our focus. We may become so preoccupied with work or sport or whatever, that the pace of life we set means less time for working couples to concentrate on their relationship. We may be sadly drained of necessary loving response. Our attention response to the other’s needs and interests may become glaringly empty; we may cease communicating with the vim we used to do.
An example: on the way home from work, he remembered “Lord, it’s our marriage anniversary.” So, he grabbbed a wilting flower bundle and thrust it at her. “Here, Darl.” And, she burst into tears. “I’ve had a helluva day at work, the kids have trashed the house, and now you come home drunk.”
Our patience with the other’s idiosyncracies may dry up with impatience. After an exchange of hot words, hubby concludes, “I was a fool when I married you.” She: “Yes, Dear, but I was in love then, and didn’t notice.” God forbear that one may selfishly conclude “There’s nothing left in this arrangement for me,” and give up.
Among friends or in marriage, imperceptibly, our former loving responses to the cry of a needy soul, may grow slow or glaringly empty; our idealism to be there for them always may ebb away. In both relationships, marriage and friendship, as at Cana, people may say “Tut. Tut. There is no joy any longer in their togetherness. Their wine has run out.” The temptation is strong, to walk away. How did this emptying, this ending friendship come about? How have the wedding bells been muffled? How true was the cryptic social page headline “Lifelong friendship ends at the altar.” .In marriage, it may be chill winds of unkindness or the weight of a growing take-it-for-granted attitude that works against the happiness. She has pointed it out forty-million times, but he still leaves his jocks on the floor, where he stepped out of them, and she festoons the shower cubicle with drying panty-hose, while he, with soap in the eyes is searching among the dangly bits for a towel.
And, it’s amazing how there’s always just one sheet of toilet paper left on the roll. In our early days, we may have sweetly tolerated these selfish acts as merely thoughtlessness. Alas, now, it gets under our skin. We may begin to trawl the past for filed away resentments against one another. We may nurse grievances and rehearse what we will say to that pig if we get an opportunity: “Just you wait, ‘Enry ‘Iggins, just you wait.” Gradually, it becomes impossible to un-spill the spilled wine.
How else does the wine run empty? We may become nonchalant about constantly uplifting and affirming the other, with affection, praise and gratitude. How long is it since we said to our beloved “You little bobby dazzler?” “You little trimmer?” Perhaps the political incorrectness of referring to “little” scared us off. How long is it since we said “You look a million dollars?” We may forget that continual thoughtfulness is the new wine that refills empty friendship. For example, he wants a quiet unwind to sink a slab and watch the women’s beach volleyball, and she brings home a noisy gaggle from Probus to go feral over paid parental leave. Never get stuck in bitterness. Always get better, not bitter. Talk it out, sort it out. Before sleeping, find that hand in the darkness, clasp it and own, “I was wrong. I’m sorry.” Here, the one person we must change is ourself.
At Cana, the wine-taster averred, “We usually ply the drunks with cheap plonk when they’re sozzled, but this is really top wine; you’ve kept the Grange Hermitage till last. You will keep the good wine coming if you continually choose to want to spend time with the one person you would most like to spend it with. No, fellas, you can’t have sixteen wives, although the marriage charge seems to say you can have four better, four worse, four richer, four poorer. In marriage, you will keep the good wine coming if, everyday, you choose to make your life-long commitment a continual state of falling in love, of being in love, and never falling out. You will keep the good wine coming if, everyday, you say with hugs and kisses, “I love you,” and mean it more and more every time, and so make the courtship intoxication continue down the years. In both friendship and married state, even though there may be few magic moments of total agreement on everything, nonetheless, we go on, trying to respect one another, we go on trying to trust one another, we go on trying to understand one another for as long as life is long, and longer still, as marriages are made in heaven and should ripple on into eternity. We go on choosing to turn the wine scarcity into the real stuff, that is, heart-stopping, wonderfully full-bodied wine, wine of surpassing plenty and quality, in friendship and in married love.
Thanks be to God who gives us the victory.
SIXTH SUNDAY of EASTER John 14:15-21
It may seem unreal today, but, in the late 1940s I was raised by fallen women from the Magdalen refuge. My fertile mother had romped home first in the maternity stakes, with five kids under six years. The Magdalen refuge women would stay overnight as carer-nannies. Today, Jesus promised “I will not leave you orphaned.” But, as a three-four-year old, at nights, I felt completely abandoned and orphaned. Around my street-corner bedroom, car lights dashed like Min Mins. Monsters creaked corridor floorboards. I hoped they had already eaten the baby and wouldn’t want me. It was no use crying for comfort. The Magdalen ladies had loved grandfather’s whiskey too much to hear me.Yet, Jesus promised “My Father and I will come and make our home with you.” In hindsight, I felt I had missed out on a home as a toddler.
Many years later, I missed out again on a home when I allegedly excommunicated myself to a cool place in hell by turning from the Church of Rome. Two of my sisters refused to speak to me for quite a long time, and, by then, as our poor mum’s carers, they had clouded her demented mind. If nothing else, the Romans could be good haters. When one finally spoke, it was to accuse “You killed our mother,” even though it took another fourteen years after my defection for her to go to glory.
Being a bear of small brain, I had believed that, ultimately, all things work together to the good to them that love the Lord, so, as a Catholic Judas, I left open the door to my family, hoping that time would heal the fracture. Sadly, they were not interested. I had to leave them to wander among the nostalgic tombs of their former glory of once having a ‘real’ priest in the family. But now, he had gone over to the dark side as a false priest, called Anglican.
I felt this again recently, when I answered a sick call to Cabrini. The family wanted a blessing for the sick. I put on a yellow robe against infection as is normal. I invited the family to join me around the bed, but no, they stayed at a distance. I gave the lady the full works, no no-frills here. As I left, the son said, “I hope it will work, as she’s Catholic.” I said, “But hospital rules are: you should have called your own priest.” “Yeah, but the doc said: what mum’s got is catchy. We didn’t want Father Bill to catch it from her, so we called you in.”Today, Jesus promised “I will not leave you orphaned/desolate,” as I felt when I was a baby, and then, as an unwanted black sheep, and now, as a not quite right Cabrini priest.
Next Thursday, Ascension, when Jesus morphed back into God in heaven, his disciples blindly felt as I felt, he was abandoning them as orphans, for, who could possibly replace the living, loving, likeable friend they had in Jesus? But he assured them, with a cast-iron guarantee, saying, “I will ask the Father, and he will give you another Advocate, to be with you, forever.” Jesus’ very vulnerable group had been woefully found wanting before. Now, Jesus would place on them, the responsibility for evangelizing the whole world with the Advocate’s assistance. What is this other Advocate but the Holy Spirit of Jesus. Since no one has ever seen the Holy Spirit, some conjecture that it’s a merely benign presence, like an older people’s Santa Claus, in whom we only half believe. The Spirit is the bright side of God, the warm side of God, the loving side. It is the same intimate companion that Jesus was when alive; it is a close presence, a consoler and comforter, the very same as if he was living and breathing with us still, which he truly is.
The Holy Spirit of Jesus will help us prise open the closed chambers of unhappy memories and stored hurts to face up to the scarring selfishness of others, so that, with help from on high, I may deal maturely with them, to forgive them in a truly Christian manner, to turn my pain into pearls of happiness.
When I have difficult decisions to make, the Holy Spirit of Jesus is a lamp of guidance to my feet and a light to my path, to help me untwist the perplexing knots, such as why should bad things happen to good people? The Holy Spirit of Jesus comes at times of sad sorrow and heart-rending grief comes with consoling words and warm hugs comes like a divine handkerchief to dab away the sound of gentle sobbing, and then, to call me to be a compassionate carer and a replacement Jesus to all others., to comfort the afflicted and afflict the comfortable.
Lastly, we used trip the light fantastic toe to the tune, “What the world needs now is lerv, sweet lerv. It’s the only thing there is too little of.” Today, Jesus promises: “if you lerv/love me, you will keep my commandments and be loved by my Father, and I will love you.” By commandments, Jesus doesn’t mean the ten do’s and don’ts; the ten are held today to be like a school test paper, two out of ten to be attempted. And anyway, it is a little difficult to find an ox or an ass to covet in Burwood East, these days. By commandments, Jesus means the guidelines he has given about following the way he taught, such as the Sermon on the Mount.
Let me end: Encouraged by the Holy Spirit of Jesus, will we realize that the world needs lerv, sweet lerv, as never before, and really strive to do something to bring it about, or will we continue to raise front fences of fear, and slam shut security doors of suspicion on one another, so that I choose to remain isolated, an orphan, a stranger alone? God forgive me, if I do. Amen.
THIRD SUNDAY OF EASTER Luke 24: 13-35
A week ago, we remembered the defeated withdrawal from the enemy occupied area of ANZAC Cove. Today, we hear of two disciples reeling defeated from the enemy occupied area of Jerusalem As they left, the disheartened ANZACS possibly slipped into “iffing.” “If only there hadn’t been the ridges to climb at Gaba Tepe. If only Mustafa Kemal had not been the magnificent enemy commander.” As they left Jerusalem, the disillusioned disciples plunged into their grief-filled “iffing.” “If only Jesus had not valiantly charged the Sanhedrin trenches head on.” “If only his traitorous friends had spoken up in his defence at Pilate’s kangaroo court.”
In the fading evening light, a third person drew alongside to keep company with the vanquished. “What’s up, guys? Why so upset?” It was like saying in 1916: “You’re back from Gallipoli? It must have been a picnic there compared to the Somme.” The lads on the troopship departing Gallipoli in 1915 confided: “We had hoped to take the heights to get to Constantinople. But now, our hopes are buried with the nearly 9000 lads we left behind. I hope to God they didn’t hear us go,” And the disciples confided: “We had hoped he was the one to liberate Israel with the sword. But now, our hopes have been buried with him in humiliation. His death is the tragic end to the dearest hope of our nation.”
The two disciples failed to recognise Jesus on the road with them. When they had last seen him, he would have been a bloodied, misshapen pulp, marred almost beyond human recognition.
Why did Risen Jesus not lead his disciple band joyfully cart-wheeling into the Jerusalem Temple, to celebrate his victory over death? That would surely have packed in the crowds. Churchill had rejoiced at a victory:
‘Six weeks ago, Herr Hitler said to his divided cabinet, “In three weeks, England’s neck will be wrung like a chicken’s.” Some chicken. Some neck.’
The glory roll of the Risen One is strangely, quietly, domestically private. Strangely, he was seen only by his own. On the road, the stranger told them: “Bless my heart. You just don’t get it, do you? Can’t you see? All the fuss was necessary.” He explained that, far from a Gallipoli catastrophe, the death of the Messiah was the anticipated outcome of his heaven-sent mission. The stranger may even have quoted Psalm 22 (from the cross), which, written 1000 years before him, described in detail his passion and execution with amazing accuracy, and ends with the words: “future generations will be told about the Lord, and proclaim his deliverance to a people yet unborn,” to Burwood Easterners. Deliverance, NOT failure.
At Emmaus, the trio sat down to cold cuts, bread and wine. The two asked the stranger to say grace. He took up the bread, and they possibly gasped at the nail scars and yelled “Houla bloody boula! It is really he.” In this tantalising table moment, full recognition exploded their brains and burned into their hearts. The stranger had led them from the indefensible trench of disappointment to full revelation, from utter confusion to full clarity, as his Easter gift.
As happens in our Sunday Eucharist, on the road, Risen Jesus had given the pair the Liturgy of the Word and given the pair the Eucharist at the table. The pair had walked the sunset road that led them to glorious dawn.
Where are we? We could well feel we are back in the Gallipoli trenches under an occupying power. This is the power of selfishness, disappointment, heartbreak and despair. Try as we might, we just cannot pack up our troubles in our old kit bag, and smile, smile, smile, because we are continually smashed by the shrapnel shower of trouble in relationships, by Neanderthals at work, from the loneliness of life alone, or sickness in the family, from domestic appliances that go phut and we wait, but the repair person just doesn’t come. These troubles may so fog our minds, that we fail to recognize Risen Jesus, and turn to him for help.
At Gallipoli, Anglican chaplains tried to bring the presence of God to the mud and blood-filled shell holes, but, they found most of the men unchurched, and, for the churched, Matins had little meaning. It just did not speak to the diggers’ ghastly situation of suffering, dysentery, endemic fear and death. But the chaplains found that Holy Communion did. Communion brought them the comfort of a real presence of one who had plumbed the very situation they were in, one, who gave no vague, fuzzy hope, but real power to lift them from their Emmaus road of Gallipoli despair and fear.
In this homily, since I have swapped my civvies street stories for khaki and jungle-green, would you bear one more martial example? One war later, Australia’s army was away, when the 39th militia was sent hastily to Kokoda. Newly-weds promised to write every day to remind one another, that whatever the couple did, they would be together in spirit. Weeks passed. His letter stopped. Fear, uncertainty, dark thoughts gripped his wife. Daily, apprehensively, she read the casualty lists. One day, she plumped down the shopping after work, to fumble for the door key, and he opened it. How different he looked after his terrific ordeal on his Emmaus track, but his presence was real. With no prior notice, the veterans from the Battle for Australia veterans had been given leave. She gasped with delight, then let cry a whoop as fans would, who once watched Cazaly pull down a screamer in the time-on period, with scores equal, right in front. That is what we should try to make our Eucharistic presence be.
Weekly, Risen Jesus walks beside us in the gloaming that may descend on us on our Emmaus road. He comes as a presence, a companion, able to offer tender concern, so that our hearts burn within us. He comes to speak to our frazzled minds, when our hearts are downcast, when there seems no easy answer, no quick fix, no glib solution to life’s pressing imponderables. Thank God, that, as happened to the disillusioned disciples and the boys at Gallipoli, we know he is near in the breaking of the bread, and, with his presence, we may yet do marvels. Unto him who can turn all our sorrowful sunsets into joyful sunrise, be all honour and glory, forever and ever. Alleluia. Amen.